mandi is in trouble allen is loosing my faith i hate dustin noel is slipping away my bf and i are getting more and mroe hostile. I kinda wish i coudl fall into a hole. if i am quiet more recently i am just not really here i'm going to allow myself to slip away maybe when i return it'll all be shiney again.. oh and tink a whore.. heh i quit the group i don't want to go for halloween even though that was what i wanted SOOOOOO bad for so long i'm out... now what do i do with my life about to be homeless about to be out of friends. I am sick of replacements. I think i'm just sick this makes me hate humans more and more... I don't want to type my thoughts... I want to erase them